Who am I?,,,,,, :( dont read, talking to myself...

Has been almost one year...

Studying in UK institution, sitting with foreign students.... Still, not getting me, seems very interesting... The way I talk, the way I think, and the way I dress must ve been familiar to them by now...

However just a few hours per day has been passed, feels like they are my family, the only family....Here in UK...

They call me when I m sick, they talk my stupidity when I ask strange questions from teachers...

I however know, I am good and know, read a lot, cant make others liking or understanding me the way I do... ;(


And now even hate myself writing and thinking of others liking me....

how can u ask such stupid question, u r a shame of our university...?!?!?!

I still feel the question was one of the smartest...and prooving I am the most stupid...?!?!?


aaah, dunno, feels like, I am the only person from MARS or someother planet.... ;(

Now, go back to study, know a lot, do a lot, even if try and not sleep work soo hard, I cant get good marks, dont understand, just because of not writing in an academic format, or understandable for people, i get bad marks, always...iiii....



in the end, need to change, or have bad marks....?!????