WAR has started!!!

Ok, after 3 weeks of sleeping, waitressing sometimes, finally new semester has arrived and uni started....


whatever others say, I will call it A WAR.....

For me, University is a big battlefield....
Could sound strange, but for foreigner, a self funding, alone living, and  
A citizen of a country which has low exchange rate....
Can't even sleep, if you do get bad mark, or might get it.... ;(

"Anything, wakes me up, comes in my mind,...
My parents earn this money for a long time
I am being stupid, just go back and work like bull...
or, anything else..."


Really bad, hehe, and spend most of the Energy for WORRYING not for studying!!
Even my head doesn;t think, i still cant sleep... :(


University is a big battle field for me,
Studying there is having abig war for me....
However it is invisible, this war has lots of blood, sweating, tear, hope, lonelyness...
And fpr sure, lots of money, love, competition and a looooooots of cycology.... :)
To know, what does lecturer like, and to make it, and to turn him to like me...
Well, to get nice mark ar to feel Energized....

For me, as long as the lecturer likes me, means
Grade can be changed, and I can get good professional....


So it is a WAR FOR LECTURER;S ATTENTION....
IT IS WAR FOR A FIRE IN MY HEART, SAYS "U CAN DO IT, U R GOOD IN REAL, SO JUST GO AHEAD!!!....not about job offer or so...:)" 



So, my real challenge, a time, scared a lot,
Not to fight with sweatings, tears, blood,...
But to fight with lost purpose, lost DADU, lost APPRECIATION FROM TEACHERS!!!

GOODLUCK!!!

A bus for life....DADU.D