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June 2009 
Talking to myself....(recommended not to read unless u ve decide)
Davaadolgor
Recently....
I have received an appreciation message from one person....
He wrote that he reads my blog and he likes my thinking, and he wanted to be my friend...
But I wasn't happy ... The problem was in me, not in him....
The person who is good was HIM, not me....
He made me to realize how SELF CENTERED I AM.....
I can not remember the last time, I was appreciating someone.... Either, because of the skills or because of the education.....
But have lots of memories as PUSHING SOMEONE DOWN BY MY WORDS.... ;(
DISASTER!!!! In the end, love made me like this?
I have been trying all my best, even to make nice DADU, disappear and born a GREAT critisisist....
But, clearly, my parents will not be happy, if I will be BAD person, with GREAT CAREER!!!
No no, I promised to myself not to say, "Life made me as bad as I am now..."
It was the big promise from my childhood and my MOMMY, wasn't it?
- God!!! Starting good and finishing bad....?!?!?! Is it the thing you can do, isn't it?
- No, no, it is just a past, I am now making my future, not copying my past....
- Ok, well, but take a look!!! How many times has it been repeating????
- That's why I am now TRYING TO STOP!!!
- Ok, then, go ahead, I ll see... I think, U have done something good, by blaming the entire fault on you!!!
- Well, I had no other choice, can make larger numbers of people....
- Haha, wasn't it u and ur family?
- In the beginning.... But in the end, after long thought, it was the rightest choice...
- Ok, We ll see...
- I ll try, I made the teachers loving me, telling, "It is clear, I read and know a lot!!!"
So just a bit more, a bit more, u have already taken offffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No, just don't turn to be the GHOST PLANE!!!!
I WON'T........I mean, WE WON'T....
Maybe things were as simple as this article, maybe it was such a small thing, I didn't really need to worry..
Serial- Talking to myself...DADU.D
recommended not to read unless u ve decided to KILL TIME!!!
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Spiritual growth happens with understanding. Because we are always right any slightest belief we are not right turns off the spigot. To the degree one can FEEL without making decisions based on those feelings, letting them happen, observing and understanding the process, one will be successful in growing and understanding. At some point the light bulb turns on. But the answer is never that you were wrong.
It isn’t always easy! Maybe it never is. But it seems to be the truth.
As a final thought one owes no one friendship or even courtesy. You may be playing a part the other guy needs to see. If that suits you.