Everybody has their own love stories...

And so does a method to recognize if it really is love or not...

I also can say I have seen the one,who's been staring at me like he has found the one he's been searching for.... the search of his all life till he met me... ;-(

At the time he looks at me with full of love, he seemed like an angel to me. By not considering my feeling of sorry for his unsuccessful, but successful love, I can always love him, but as a friend...

He looks at me like he has found the on he has been searching for all his life...

I now can get a phrase "I want to find the guy who looks at me like my daddy looks at my mommy"... (A film I have watched when I was child and not remembering anything except this phrase, childhood)

However, I can not love u as the love of a girlfriend, lover, wife...
I will love u as a freind forever, I can say forever, coz I never change....

Thanks dear....

An experience of life...

I THINK, Humanbeings come to earth, coz their love in their family is worth than anything, even if it is fake...


And in the end, we leave earth for our parents again....



I would say, however everything shouldnt be of our interest, current cituation is that,
 where my loving people are!!!!

There are 4 types of people, who are dropping some money, to the charity buckets....

Sunday, a Rugby match-day!!!

Huge opportunity for business to over-earn, as well as charitable organizations, meanwhile,
- man,searches for any reason to drink,
- girls, wants to show them as liking Rugby, and becoming dream-girls...
- wives, maybe, to go out with their secret loves.
and of course young boys, some, really love Rugby, and  just want to look like boy... in this long queue of man, hundred thousand kinds of girls, boys and parents... But out of them, only three types of people drops coin, into the charity bucket...


1. Rich and posh people:

The only people, can straight look at your eyes without any fear....

You can easily recognize them with their warmth, and shine coming with them. (well, sorry, I am talking about the inner light, and seems like I have deeper feeling about others energy, than my friends...)   


They wear the simplest, but visibly with high quality clothes, and their face has less spots with a bit of wrinkle around eyes, when they smile, the wrinkles prove, you are genius to think of the origin of this wrinkle. :)  which is a perfect sign of  past with happiness, hardness and power to overcome them...

Maybe smiling was the only way to overcome hardship, difficulty and even the rest of everything u ll face in life!!!

 
They smell, warm and nice, they also sound warm, and

it seems like they never get cold...



However when they buy match-day scarf, from the old man standing next to me, counting every-penny, carefully!!! but, not at all, while staring at my eyes nicely and putting some coins into my 'We believe in Children' bucket...


Seems like, They know everything, they have been to everywhere.

They have no sign of a single fear and they love getting dirty by walking on unpaved road, they love getting thirsty by walking long way to Rugby ground!!!

People who are rich and drops something to charity buckets, they are the people who knows how it is to work overtime, all night, and study, from the morning, they are the only people who promised to themselves, not to make their children feeling as much hunger, as much pain, as much suffer to their children!!!

to be continued....



There are only 4 types of people, drops into the bucket for charity...by Davaadolgor.Delger (2009)
 


'Memories from Heriot Watt RAG club'
Love u all!!! http://www.hwusarag.ac.hw.uk/

I ve fudnraised in the streets of Edinburgh as a volunteer for a charity which I have no idea about what they do....Barbado's...(one of those lots of charities, my Unibersity Raising and Giving (RAG) club...helps out...)


Which just simply can say, Have been standing with a green XXL sized T-Shirt with the words like 'I am a volunteer' and 'The name of org' and the moto, e.g. 'We bellieve in children'... ( I call street fundraising as competing with homeless people....:))



Today, the 14th of May 2009, it was not the first but not the last, but only made me thinking:
'Why I do volunteer, instead of reading for the loooots of studies scheduled to KILL Students by a desease called 'studing too much,,,'



When a person CAN think of NOTHING BUT ONLY FEEDING BIRDS as HELPING others, it is depressing enough to REALLY FEED BIRDS, NOTHING ELSE....


Or, go to any charity u can name and volunteer there as much as u can,,,, For now, that is the only thing I can do for OTHERS... Even if I have no idea about the rate of corruption in the org, or the activity they do, maybe coz of being lazy or just was selfish enough to lie myself imagining as I was a Jesus, or Buddha or PEACEBIRD...or a superhero, etc.,,


So, all and all, as a student like me, as living in 2009, and as a person who thinks I am nothing for now, and need to study, to do big, what I ve decided to help others and done is absolutely the best solution, and of course, there should be LOTS OF BETTER OPTION TO HELP OTHERS, like always, but NOT ONLY FEEDING BIRDS...:)



'Thing to do in life'
by Dadu.D (Heriot Watt university, Edinburgh, 2009)

Has been almost one year...

Studying in UK institution, sitting with foreign students.... Still, not getting me, seems very interesting... The way I talk, the way I think, and the way I dress must ve been familiar to them by now...

However just a few hours per day has been passed, feels like they are my family, the only family....Here in UK...

They call me when I m sick, they talk my stupidity when I ask strange questions from teachers...

I however know, I am good and know, read a lot, cant make others liking or understanding me the way I do... ;(


And now even hate myself writing and thinking of others liking me....

how can u ask such stupid question, u r a shame of our university...?!?!?!

I still feel the question was one of the smartest...and prooving I am the most stupid...?!?!?


aaah, dunno, feels like, I am the only person from MARS or someother planet.... ;(

Now, go back to study, know a lot, do a lot, even if try and not sleep work soo hard, I cant get good marks, dont understand, just because of not writing in an academic format, or understandable for people, i get bad marks, always...iiii....



in the end, need to change, or have bad marks....?!????

Everything has its own experience and things to learn from it...
No, it is lie...I cant believe it, even if i wish a lot....


I can not learn anything, from the fact my mommy has left earth, exactly one year ago...



Today, the day, my mommy has left earth...



Wishing all the mommies, people who has been to earth are having enough nice time, and not worrying about the us... Love, they ve left...


It has been one year, already, unbelievable, I can remember everything just like yesterday, or today...


The only thing, I can think of is feeling her again, and sure it is same to everybody.

To see or smell my mommy once again, just once, I can do anything, for it... I'm ready to go to hell...only for it...

Maybe that s the way, LOVE hurts, and this is the way feels LOVE...

Whatever happens to us, all the left children, you, the owners of LOVE shouldn't be unhappy, so, go, go to heaven, if there is, or go to the places where u havent been to and wishing to go...


- Love u, and  I, Dadu, should stop crying in 4seconds... SHOULD Start smile!!!
- Proimise u, I will...I will smile...everytime, think of my mommy...

hehe, learnt?!?!
dunno, Davaadolgor.Delger

U guys should better to celebrate his BIRTHDAY, NOT the DEATHday.... ;(

U strange creatures!!!

 

He cries always, on the 14th of FEB, since he came here...

Crying for MISSING others....or SMILING!!!


Live for "Not" making others missing Me
 But for MISSing OTHERS!!!


So, at least, people will NOT cry, but just ME,

SO I NEED TO LEARN SMILING, ALWAYS!!!

I WANT TO COME BACK AS SMARTNESS AND


MAKE THOSE STUPIDS atleast not being soooo stupid.....................

WHO WISHES OR LIES
TO COME BACK AS MORE HELPFUL and SMART and BLAH BLAH.... :>(

We CAN NOT try it CONDITIONALLY!!!!


If people knew They shouldn't love this person, why is there still prob in LOVE life?????


Coz nobody can not stop somebd from loving anybody!!!